Sunday, November 9, 2008

Where my life is goin

 hello friends....

                               am AnoopDas lik everyone i also loved one girl in my life.i loved her nd she loved me very much in our life.At that time i thought about my parents and thought that i should staop this relationship before itz goin worse so i told her that we should stop she cried a lot and then i left her..i thougth all that will be ovr after that..she was a nice girl..very childish..and sensitive.After this dayzz passing i started to think about her..dayz passed and months passed..after that one day i called her..itz after several months..i told her that i love her and cant forget her..thn she told me,that she cried thinkn abt me for a lot of dayz..after all that she was alone and she became very close to her family..i said i love her thn she said that i was r8 and she cant hurt her parents they love her..and so..after that alsoo i used to call her..thn slowly i came to realise that she became very bold and got a new attitude..well i continued sayin that i loved her  cant live with out her and so but she repeated the same lines her family ma family and that..slowly i came to realise that she love me ..she know that i know this whenever i try to say anything like this she wil change the topic and say that we r  friends..like that..after that i started callin her regularly and we stated talkn like we alwayz did..but stil repeating the same..then i know that she wil cum bak to me but... i was wrong..she do love me a lot but she wont cum wth me..bcz she cant hurt her parents..whenever she sayz ths to me i wil bcm sad and she wil cheer me up wth her jokz and all..and now itzz goin lik tat..she loved me a lot but ..wat is keepin her i dont know i used to think tat she doesnt trust me but tat not the reason..then what??..i alwayz think  what..? her parents..?i dont know...
                    The college dayz r commn to an end wthn in ths year nd as a grl her parents will start to find groom ..so time is so less and as my part ..i too love my family a lot my mom alwayz thinking abt her  her dreamz ,abt me to be a successful person in life , i dnt knw wat to do ahead in my life..she alwayz tell i wil get a better girl than her..but i dnt knw when she is not with me ,,i feel very lonley..i dnt know. wat to do how to let her know how much i love her.she still calls me we talk a lot ..am still tellin her tat i love her and she sayz she knws and but we cnt be together..
                               My Dream is to hav lif wth her or to be a bachelor in ma life..thinking abt her ..i hav got a lot of good memories in may life i think itzz enough for me to   live..but one qus in my mind??? How can one please or make happy everyone..truth is if u want something u nee to losse sum thn..wt am goin to do is to go for a good job and to mak my mom happy..if  she needs me any time in her lyf i wil be there for her for my love.